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:::::bless me lord from this work that is des†roying me- :::::::

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'above extracted fr: http://www.animal-crossing.com/wildworld/'

it's fixed i m definitely going hongkong mid-june!

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ps: i am not obliged to please anybody including big fat 'U'! crazy over my pink nintendo ds-lite these days. i'm so glad i found this new toy!it pretty much invades lots of my free time in school and at home. especially 'Animal crossing' game. It's like a 2nd life i led..only in virtual reality.yippee…the school nspc podcast cca competition has come to grand end! 4 months of struggling effort is paid off. i'm quite pleased with myself. gonna work harder to push the primary six(s) for their istop animation projects,…and primary two(s) for their paint artworks. i just like digital art classes so much yo!

anyone knows where to get a swaroski accessories? it's urrggenttt!..

sometimes, love never guarantees..don't be too sure or too confident.suddenly, i enjoy gathering with friends again. i think i m seriously missing out alot these days. txt con dvds price is a rip-off but it comes with a poster!poster again.must watch it along with other txt vids when i m free from these workin' affairs. till then, i m fretting over Karen's and Yuting's bdae. I don't seem to worry over my 1st year anniversary with *him. Nah.bleh…☤

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Someone said…

“May fate let us meet once again

with the most beautiful mistake….”

surprisingly,these words came from someone i don't cherish in much regard..but it kept me pondering..it's friday!ohayo!

tomorrow there's still staff training. there's a sin,there's a temptation to sin and be sinned. he doesn't seem to sms me much these days..we don't keep in touch as much as before.does it prove or mean anything?my heart still stirred…is it for him OR rather, someone who mentioned the phrase above OR someone who i kept bouncing into lately these days @work? keep me thinking…

amidst the mundane workstyle, little thoughts and bad evil wishes keeps popping up in my head. i am still as ideal as i am! Demo…..

mixing fantasy with reality is a dream. Will he miss me or yearn for me as much as before when dust has already settled down…..if only he or you will know what i really mean.. take care All ! Ja!

 hail oh dreams..of fairies,toys,goblins,spells,bubbles,joys

• a very belated  (26th) to takki.i can't it,must definitely post up avex's picture here when i went in takki.us (michelle's)webpage today. it's nice..SPARKLING diamonds!whoosh!i wonder how he spend it. i feel remorseful.yep i should-no bdae card for him or wishes on that 29th march actual birthdate. i've been busy- so to the state that i nearly forgotten about big-dan's bdae too. i think the only thing i remember is my work scope.my job in this life.my current job state and issues to bear. alamak. i feel so tight.my brain!
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• speaking of work, i spoke up to the apple track managers but tho' i feel the school has not done me wrong but i really feel damn drained.it's physical exhaustion to name it. the reason why i can drop by my own secluded blog is, i m gonna promise myself to rest for at least an hour today. this precious nearly hour's time. it's gonna be a golden hour for this week 3, school term2.

• don't wanna waste my time typing away. but hmm, this week is really taihen!it's like pure madness. an moe teacher has about 40 class periods per week whereas i have about 60 odd class periods. LAMENTing!!! How unjustified i feel as a trainer. apart from trainings, we do other stuff too. if not, i can't be possibly tired just by normal class trainings. curse curse. the managers they will try see my head to help me out.,,,but do you really think it's going work? i rather think of it as a lie to cover to dissuade me from leaving..a human psychology play on me, the weak and vulnerable idiot. FULLSTOP.

• we are going Hongkong in june! i even 'see' it in my dreams last night. sweet. i need a break. if i am not granted, i am going resign.
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Readers,

if you notice..lately,i've using lesser emoticons.Probably the lack of enthusiasm and tired sick…blah…but yesh, they are gone temporaily now but probably be back again!yippee..the temp.colleague is leaving soon! can't believe i'm overjoyed @such a pathetic thing! i am wimp!kick my ass//coz the shuduck here goes around offending people without blinking her eyes..ok maybe my constant mood swing and low energy drive///anyhow..I start quarreling with my bear and squeeze my keroppi. i am uncontrollable.OK, but i felt much better talking to a sweetie, sitiyaya.if only, i can work with people…amiable people..hmm…katheleen..miss you all.i feel like doing a blog for art..display my artworks..should i? O_o||||

i dropped by…..

i want to buay tahan already! it's super suay during the rat year! 'FAN TAI SUI' noone told me except heddwig loh! what the..super sickening loh. so much work @darn KHS and now what….thought i escaped fr HQ side..now ask me do design stuff and training and hella crap more stuff. damn irritating loh. 

here KH already got confusions over trainings on even,odd and every week with different labs & sickening colleague..serious funny odd MLG class server & sharepoint issues…plus headache nonsense of resetting passwords and admin paperwork etc endless ENDLESS! everyday , i look forward to end of the day! Hey what man! i really want to quit lah man. but walao man, should i tolerate till end march or what? it's choking me! COVER school, COVER office, COVER 2 persons' jobs…all for $1.8k.. you think USD or UK pounds? WTF. think i very easy to bully and use..realised that you be nice/helpful sincere more to them and treat them as friends, the more they sponge and make use of you..everyday i face funny problems know? you know? Plus all the nonsense health problems like women's problem, ulcer inflammation, migraine, sore throat..walao ay.all for $1.8k. i don't wan liao lah. i take $1.6-1.7k, they give me those easy easy work lah. walao ay. i feel so unjustified now. my right hand hurts from all the typing.karen mentioned about a very good chun fortune teller..maybe i should go? anyway, i finally met the slackers to celebrate heddwig's birthday yesterday.Good catching up! makes me energised suddenly yesterday night when i returned home!that is only the time of the day when i feel energised and perked up!Strange,isn't it?Darn man! goes to show how my job sucks!

told myself i wanna blog..darn, class time coming in again.tsk,tsk. Look forward to 6pm everyday.

Happy valentine's day was great.((= My bear dan surprised me early in the morning @my house doorstep..sweet! 

PS: I hope heddwig likes her gift,Lion (=